Tuesday, August 21, 2007

VICTORY!

I passed the exam!!! Now I am officially a Doctoral Candidate! ABD (all but dead)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

A Good Analogy is Hard to Find

I am in the midst of exams – on Thursday I took the written section of the exam, and I will take the oral on Monday. All the while, in order to hold onto some semblance of my sanity, I have been reading some of the stories of Flannery O’Connor. She writes with power, depth, and sacramentality (and good, dark humor).
One of the stories that has really stuck in my head is her well known, “A Good Man is Hard to Find.” I recommend reading it – it shouldn’t take to long. With my first read of the story, I had to get over the shock of the ending – something in me really wants the best for people, and didn’t want the family to die. Something in me wanted the Misfit to make a radical decision and not kill any of the family. No doubt there is something to be said for the desire to find the good in people. Perhaps that is one of the driving points of the story, and something to keep in consideration. I have read the story a couple of times since then, I have talked to others about the story, and have read one review online (which I will try to keep out of my head so that it will not unduly influence my own musings).
I am sure that many, many people have written volumes and could offer a very thorough analysis of the story (and I invite your interpretations via comments), so I offer my thoughts with humility. The Misfit doesn’t fit. He went into the “hole,” the solitary confinement and came back the same person. He is in prison paying for some sin which he doesn’t remember but is sure that he committed and when he emerges from the hole he is still paying for the sin. Christ went into the hole and came up a new person – the Misfit didn’t fit. Or, Christ went into the hole and forgave all sins, and now all sins are equal – all people deserve to be punished/forgiven regardless if they kill someone or steal a tire iron. I know there is more but I am intrigued by the consideration of Christ. If Christ makes all sins equal, then should we start to treat all sinners in an equal way? Should we offer the harshest punishment for the smallest crime, or should we look at the other side of the coin and offer the greatest forgiveness to the greatest crime?
Or, should we assume that after going through a “rehabilitative” experience of one sort or another that we should be changed. The Eastern State Penitentiary was designed with the theory that if one would only take some time to sit and think about the wrongs he or she committed, then the person would change his or her ways. Time in isolation, in “the hole” should lead towards change.
These are just some initial thoughts that are rough and brief. Hopefully, when this hell of exams passes, I will be able to offer more substance and coherence. In the meantime, I will continue to study, read, and every now and then think more about “A Good Man is Hard to Find.”

Thursday, August 09, 2007

New Baby

We had a new Baby on August 6, and I am still planning on taking the exam... I think I am crazy.